JoceeeTooFresh.

SOOOOOO Yeah. Hmm how can i start this off. There’s pretty much a lot thats been on my mind lately. And for the first time ever, i wish i could go back in time. Kinda. i just wish i never said anything in the first place, cuuz look where it got me now. NOWHERE. All that stuff, its all gone. and over and done with. So now i’m left with nothing, and nobody. and yeah.

“I can honestly say you’ve been on my mind
Since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don’t mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing

But I remember those simple things
I remember ‘til I cry
But the one thing I wish I’d forget
The memory I wanna forget
Is goodbye”

-Miley Cyrus, Goodbye.

Just letting everyone know, i don’t listen to her songs, but my sister showed me this one. its cute <3

So ANYWAYS, after all i’ve been through with this guy, its just gonna suck that its all over and done with ya’know? Like i’ve alwys kinda expected something to happen, but now i actually know for sure that its not gonna happen anymore. we still talk and he’s pretty much one of my best guy friends, but i still end up wanting more ): so idk what to do. as much as i wanna hang out with him and spend time with him, idk if i could handle it. i’d want more, i guess. so yeahhh..

&& if HE is reading this, i never meant to get mad at you. when i asked you about it, i just wanted to hear your side of the story, i didn’t WANT to believe anyone else. i never really felt used because you NEVER made me feel that way… thats just what other people were telling me. and once again, i let that shit go to my head. and now i lost you. ): so yeah. i pretty much made a BIG mistake.

Somebody PLEASEEE help me. i guess i should start by getting over him. Hit me up via myspace messaging.

-Baaby J. <3

on the BRiGHT SiDE… he’s amazingly GORGEOUS vvvv LMFAO.